Thu, 31 Oct 2024 07:31:33​
 

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when I first devised the plan around a 're-release'

it was simply to share with others,

who were unable to physically visit, in person.

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but this began to transform,

when I became an observer, 

to all pieces created.

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where I have had space and time,

over the past 90 days,

to sit back and reimagine.

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you see,

during the hella intensive,

three-month period,

I was solely the creator.

a very busy creator.

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outside of the 8-5,

the weekends, I'd lock myself inside.

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even as a homebody,

cabin fever continually crept up.

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reflection of what was being created, 

was rare, as time was.

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but I continually thought,

"at least I'm back in Chicagoland."

​this alone was peace.​

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prior to,

for six yers,

it was another land,

one that I felt very little connection in,

with chaos,

but I remained there.

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I do not suggest this,

but I also could never regret this.

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I came back,

depleted, depressed.

​consumed, 

in all that clouded me. 

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the hefty feelings.

dark, stormy conditions.

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I will spare any further details.

my main point is - without coming to understand

the inner storms that felt persitent for months,

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I would have not 'grwn' to the point

to where I am, in this moment.

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without sacrificing my first Spring and Summer, 

I would not be with such peace,

now enjoying fall.

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the most favorite of mine, 

of all.

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//

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with all said,

welcome to the digital re-release:​​​​